I’m starting to slip off into my own little world more and more, and it’s getting harder to come back to reality. i keep wondering if one day I’ll be stuck there forever. I don’t think I’d mind.
I want you to know I'm okay.
"It’s time to move on and though it’s taken me almost two months to do so I am still proud of myself. Because I’ve learned to stay strong this far and now I know I can continue to do that. You’re like a Boston Creme doughnut, good for the first few moments but in reality it just isn’t good for you. I hope you’re happy with her. I really do. I never mean’t it before but now I can promise you from the bottom of my heart I do hope that YOU ARE HAPPY. That’s all I ever wanted for you was to be happy. But now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to be happy. And I hope you can accept it. Apart of me will always still stand in the same place waiting for you but that’s because I don’t appreciate myself. I deserve better and a wise man told me that today. I’m done going after the Boston Creme doughnut it’s not good for me anymore, it’s time for the Apple." 12/15/11
"It’s time to move on and though it’s taken me almost two months to do so I am still proud of myself. Because I’ve learned to stay strong this far and now I know I can continue to do that. You’re like a Boston Creme doughnut, good for the first few moments but in reality it just isn’t good for you. I hope you’re happy with her. I really do. I never mean’t it before but now I can promise you from the bottom of my heart I do hope that YOU ARE HAPPY. That’s all I ever wanted for you was to be happy. But now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to be happy. And I hope you can accept it. Apart of me will always still stand in the same place waiting for you but that’s because I don’t appreciate myself. I deserve better and a wise man told me that today. I’m done going after the Boston Creme doughnut it’s not good for me anymore, it’s time for the Apple." 12/15/11
